Stressful-ness

im so stress recently , i can feel different after i came back from K L.
the feeling is like u been back-step by someone else , n u hav to act like nth .
n the shop politic problem. i know im the most weak in this shop , most motivate , most very fast to get close with ppl , most likely to listen order n done it . i never attack other ppl .
but now i feel like i been attack . but i cant stop them to attack me..


somtime i feel like i wanna quit . but the terms n conditions was confusing me .. i dunno how to dicide. sometime i feel like wanna back to college life ,is so free n i can choose go or not go to college when im tired or im sick , but it can make any profit . n work, i can earn money n buy my stuff n other payment . but i dun hav freedom, i can go anywere , muz plan very early n muz get approve .. is so hard , i dun hav freedom since im 19..

im so upset , im so stress day by day i work tere , after happen sumthg to me ..