i hate working !!

omg. today the 4th day i did'nt work with my old coll d .. they was transfer to Gurney new outlet d. actually im quite not used to it work without them like less topic to chat bout our life, arguement , chilling ......

and now im busy like hell ~~~

Since gurney new opening, and we lack of peoples working , and calvin had go to gurney helping .. so OMG ~~ only me and Cherine and those part-timer . but after cherine go back .. i'll turn to crazy lady.. coz im serve my own customer .. but sometime part-time still cant used to it with our running system .. i hav to help them to settle . so end up .. me vs 3 or 4 customer in a time .

mayb im too busy and too tired d, and forgotten my lunch and dinner .. * hrpmmmmmm* so alwiz got hungry when i reach home after working hours .. and have my big bowl PASTA..

this few day fuking busy and .. sigh .. still got 1 full day then only can rest abit ...

im TIRED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stressful-ness

im so stress recently , i can feel different after i came back from K L.
the feeling is like u been back-step by someone else , n u hav to act like nth .
n the shop politic problem. i know im the most weak in this shop , most motivate , most very fast to get close with ppl , most likely to listen order n done it . i never attack other ppl .
but now i feel like i been attack . but i cant stop them to attack me..


somtime i feel like i wanna quit . but the terms n conditions was confusing me .. i dunno how to dicide. sometime i feel like wanna back to college life ,is so free n i can choose go or not go to college when im tired or im sick , but it can make any profit . n work, i can earn money n buy my stuff n other payment . but i dun hav freedom, i can go anywere , muz plan very early n muz get approve .. is so hard , i dun hav freedom since im 19..

im so upset , im so stress day by day i work tere , after happen sumthg to me ..