21st birthday . how do u spend it ?

How will u prepare for your 21st birthday after u live in this place 21 year ? So far i see , alot of people very care of this 21st year coming on their life , held a big n grand party , invite alot friends n relative to attend , n a wish 'happy 21st birthday . my 21st birthday . i spend few money , to celebrate with my friends n my family , the most important person in my life ,was not beside me , but i have his present , i feel that , more than enough ..ofcourse , peoples' wishing , i appreciate too ..


Same thing happen , the student study at oversea , they also wish to celebrate their big day with his family n love one.but too bad . they wish to , but the fact , they cant !
and u see this . we create a warmness n touching birthday for you .


my pity Wei Ming , although we are not with u on that day. but we still do something for your special day . i really hope that you will like it . n appreciate it . Even the gift u receive not worth few hundred or thousand .. but inside the gift , fullfill with HEART , concern , CARING , miss , LOVE , friendship , RELATIONSHIP .. only few caring word n heart, already enough to express our birthday wish , we send our best best regards n the best birthday wish ( i think ) for you . which i feel that , you are really lucky person to receive this present .


Too bad we cant celebrate with u , we show u the food , we eat ourselves , :p, we sing birthday song , u see the cake n heard it . but u cant blow the candles , we on behalf blow for u , i hope that this is quite unique , meaningful , birthday you had . muacksss i express my love to you darling , hope you receive it ..

Special made for you . love you always . happiie birthday darling

your 21st birthday

How will u prepare for your 21st birthday after u live in this place 21 year ? So far i see , alot of people very care of this 21st year coming on their life , held a big n grand party , invite alot friends n relative to attend , n a wish 'happy 21st birthday . my 21st birthday . i spend few money , to celebrate with my friends n my family , the most important person in my life ,was not beside me , but i have his present , i feel that , more than enough ..ofcourse , peoples' wishing , i appreciate too ..


Same thing happen , the student study at oversea , they also wish to celebrate their big day with his family n love one.but too bad . they wish to , but the fact , they cant !
and u see this . we create a warmness n touching birthday for you .


my pity Wei Ming , although we are not with u on that day. but we still do something for your special day . i really hope that you will like it . n appreciate it . Even the gift u receive not worth few hundred or thousand .. but inside the gift , fullfill with HEART , concern , CARING , miss , LOVE , friendship , RELATIONSHIP .. only few caring word n heart, already enough to express our birthday wish , we send our best best regards n the best birthday wish ( i think ) for you . which i feel that , you are really lucky person to receive this present .


Too bad we cant celebrate with u , we show u the food , we eat ourselves , :p, we sing birthday song , u see the cake n heard it . but u cant blow the candles , we on behalf blow for u , i hope that this is quite unique , meaningful , birthday you had . muacksss i express my love to you darling , hope you receive it ..

Special made for you . love you always . happiie birthday darling

to

You will receive a surprise.. guess what ?

1.rose 1 love 1 romantic

our 1 year anniversary.

hmmm... my darling was so so so nice , n romantic too le ..he gave me 33 of pink roses , n a doggy . y got doggy eh nii ? but im so happy to receive this present from him ..
coz it shows that im always in his heart , he never forget what he had promise me n love me from his heart..
thanks for ur flowers ya .. muacksss

silient mode

A game start , there is win or lose ..
The winner will win all the proud .. n loser lost their confidient
but whatever happen . it is just a match ..
a match losing, but still have a day to win back

but if your mood spoil , bad mood , angry etc etc , i will understand .. my way , in not teasing you .. im asking you finish the match only come n tok with me , coz i adi know the game is losing d.. i'm not meant to make u more angry .. but i never got it , u will angry at me this time ...
i can feel your angry n dissapointed . i want to concern u . to presuade you , but my return is like scolding me .. my heart so pain . first time .. because of this , u scold me ..
i tot u say that .. even ur not in ur mood . u wont tok to me like this..


im sorry

grey in colour

Today , i'm so blur , did so much blur things . i cant imagine why im doing this.. talk to customer , but not paying attention .. chit chat with coll , but im not pay attention too .
- moody
-blur
-groomy
-tired
-sad
-pain
-bad mood

ALL HAPPEN IN ONE SHOT .. this is what i really hate to happen in my life.. i hate moody , i hate bad mood.. it make me whole day feel like wanna cry, but no ones know my feeling .. i cant tell anyone , n no one can really listen to me . so i keep all in my heart .. my shadow crying ...
my heart crying , feel like i gonna lost some important thing..
i'm really try my best to far away from negetive issues , but i cant stop my mind of this .

Who can really understand what i want if i never say ? .......... but i never ...... say

My love handbook

This is Rachel Keng n Soo Wei Ming first year anniversary le.. happy boh? so fast ONE year d.. hmmm.. i think i have so start from we know each other ... At the first sight , we are under introduce by L C Tan .. by that time , they not expect we will in a relationship . :D so surprise we know from Mois , Penang .. a lot people comment that ? u know each other in Mois , does it is a bad image or bad impression . but i just feel that this guy is nice to be friend.. if be a boyfriend , i still put the ???? end up , i fall in love with him , but i do not know that how he feel on me ? maybe this is a fate. when the last day he in Penang. he hug me very very tight , n on that night after party , he send me home , n ask for goodbye kiss, n i just give him a goodbye kiss .. after that , i was surprise what did i do just now? it's show that i fall on him d.. omg.. better he is stupid he do not know fall on him d, unless he love me too.. But the days he in UK , he MSN me daily , always like to kacau me , but when he got not to chat with me , he gonna miss me . on that time i was guessing ? izit he feel that too ??? hehehe ... we are close to each other months after . on this day , he just show that he care n love me , so happy n surprise ,finally he admit that . but we are long distance relationship .in our love part , we are on cam n thru msn to connect our love note . So , this is part of our love story .. :D The half year we build our love story , he coming back this july . very exicted n happy finally my darling balik d. during the 3 months period , i try my best to spend my time with him as much as i can . the first month he back , we went to BALI . we spent 4days 3 night romantic holidays at there , n we mark down our first dating location was romantic n memorable . That not a wrong choice if u choose travel in bali with your love one.. back from bali , i was sick somemore . maybe i cant get use to it with bali food or what else .. n make him so panic , can see he really concern me. The second month , we both went to KL . heheh KL , shopping la , what to do ?? but in KL our sweet memories happen in Sunway Lagoon .. why ? hmmm .. maybe we enjoy the fun at there , spacially we playing Go-kart n those extreme things.. This last month , we go Genting together with my Mom n Ah Ma.. hehehe over there , the only place we can go is theme park n casino. in casino , both of us not that lucky to win some money d , even the jackpot , impossible d .we seen like boring at nite le , coz i did'nt bring my laptop , so we cant online searching or play game.. all my fault le.. :( but to me, i can together with u everyday , it is enough to me le .. :P

And Now i going to give you some present ,,

slide down .

nothing special . just want to tell you that , i'll be your girl forever n ever n

I LOVE YOU

Forever n ever

Round n round . n you are here, so i drop by in ur daily n memories
From 24th September .8 days d le, my darling back to UK. the first 3 days i really hard to use to it . i tot after send u back , i wet my face for an hour then back to normal d, but out of emotional control ,im gloomy ,moody n sometime think of him , im still few droup pearl, btw the week , i'm so emotion . i try to faster back to normal life . From real heart , i'm use to it everyday see him , hugging , n have meal together , movie , kacau each other , suddenly he leave me again , truth is i really really unwilling to let him go back UK le .. but think properly n clearly , i must think of people future , so i cant spoil people bright future n study opportunity , even im give up myself to stop studying after i failed my ACCA exam , so i cant be so selfish to tied him here..

this darling le , dunno why can make me so crazy with him .. i will do something im not think i can do or i will do in my life . but i did it . n i never expect that everyday we will happy together n arguement no more. but sometime we do argue . my in my deep heart , i was like killing myself fall into deep hole , or heart pain like hell ... but after all .. think back of our sweet memories .. what unhappy stuff all disappear .. can say this darling . i love him very very much le .. im not afraid that after he know this , he will think tat i love him more, so he love me lesser . all condition are depend ourselves , how to handle ? how to solve problems when there is problem? how to know more each other deeply , by sense , or time n things we share..

total 3 months we stay together .. n now our relationship is 11 months d. so fast le .. next mth will be 1 yr le =) n many things happen n memories, i'm still love him ..
no others , i hope to stay with u forever n ever

to darling

my darling go back d le, i really miss him alot lo.. the days we spend not really much . just now i really cant imagine i really cry le .. tak boleh tahan d, i tot i can tahan till i go backhome eh... mana tau i made u cried too.. it's 1st time i saw him cry .. i belife his family shock he crying too .. n he say is my fault , if i can control ,mayb i can stop tis happen . n he will not leave so fast before boarding time ..

when u are here, u acc me everyday . u fetch me to every where . but now .. we meet in msn , facebook .. suddenly i cant take it.. it might take sometime to recover , i really really so unwilling ..when i saw u pack ur stuff, im so pain . i can feel he leaving very soon ,helping u fold some cloths, remind u remember take ur important stuff..it is so suffering .when we reach airport , my heart really cry d.. i try to stop it d, but i cant le.. i promise no more next time i send u in airport. i will go with u ..so that we wont cry la or unwilling d .. hehe.. so , i decide to visit him next year.. u will see my sweet face again, darling .. faster faster tink were to go ...

:)

hehe .. 3 months . not a short not a long days huh ..
few more day. my sweet heart will leaving me again ... fly back to UK d..
yea , im so so so so unwilling ..

i did'nt so silly thing le.. curi curi make 4 mugs with his family picture .. n secretly give them each 1..ofcourse with the sender name wei ming .. coz i hope that he will miss his family more than me , coz family alwiz ppl support him n concern bout him , eventhough i will concern him too .. but i need to leave some space for him n family , so that they will get closer n closer .. n me ? when u are happy , im happy then ...as u say im inside ur heart d .. right ?
recently really bad le , sometime we will argue for nothing .. but we dint shout at each other , but the condition are QUIET .. QUIET for 10 mins , 1 hours , 2 hours .. sometime i really lost .. i dunno what actually we argue for .. don't u say that we never argue .. but recently we always got abit be song or shouting. im sorry ..

HOLD ME TIGHT

Always be with you .. thanks for keeping me side by side with you. n share every moment with you ..

In Bali, most Romantic moment i had with you .. nice scene , nice sea view n sunset..

love you . love me -

hold me tight till forever,darling

The every little of YOU

So fast our relationship goes . 8 mths it goes le . the other 7 months u away from me .. and now u are alwiz in front of me.. almost everyday we meet up .. n spend more time together .. i'll mark down every second , every minutes with you .. but sometime i knew that i have my own bad behaviour n make u feel so uncomfortable with me..

i really told myslef not like this anymore. but still the same thg will happen, a little little matter , i will get bit angry .. but after all, i will angry myself , what did i do just now ? y im so big respond or no respond for some issues . but u alwiz never told me that what did i done or anythg u will unhappy with me. from my eye sight , sometime i can feel it u feel bored with me .. i really worries u know.. day by days .. u already here 1 mth++ d. next mth u will away again. n i started afraid again .... everythg turn back to normal ,meet in msn or sometime tok on the phone ..
this 3 mths like a sweet dream for me , after this i got to wake up from the dream and back to NORMAL. NORMAL like wat ?? everythg fine but without you.. wat can i hope is shall wait untill u gradulate or stay with u forever ..

i appreciate everything u gave me .. bring me to bali , n KL .. when i was sick , u are so so so so worried bout me .. n im happy oso my family love you u .. same i wish that ur family will love me too ..
darling, please take good care when im not around u . i know u much miss me alot. same to me too . i will miss u alot alot... hope that our relationship can last forever n ever. muacksss

bali trip

Bali ? a nice place for holiday n relaxing .. i agreed.. n what happen in Bali ..
Bali ppl like SEA .. Water sport .. n SPA.. but really too too tooo bad we missed out SPA session

I break my plan to HK n other places we plan to go last time n we arrived in Bali at 18 Jul 2009..omg Bali such a nice place








i LOVE bali ...

why love someone ?

Love : im juz right infront you , but you dunno i love you . alot people still dun understand this meaning .. and alot ppl still confusing what love mean ? love sometime really make the situation complicated, sometime guilty when it meet hurt , sometime greedy when it is leaving ..

for my example . i really appreaciate what my boyfriend give me . he caring , concern , dream bout me , sometime abit naugthy ... but i feel like still need something . but i dunno what is that . im the greedy type person . 'NOT ENOUGH' always hang infront my eyes..im always want people care , love me more . but i dunno how to show my love to the person . but else i can do anythg for him if he wish .. rite now im counted happiness .. i have a loving family , eventhough sometime less communication , but i know they really concern me .. i have a loving relatonship . my boyfriend give me happiness , sometime like to tease each other . but what to do , this is one of the way we communicate , one of the way connect us closeer .. i really thanks god gave me so much sweet memories in my life .. and make it happening n meaningful .. eventhough there some unhappy , hate it , damn it memories .. but i look forward n i have you ' happiness' ..

But , im happy with my relationship , everyone blessing me have a real good relatonship with wei ming . but i can see beside me . the people . my friends , they have their own love matter..
love sometime is colour blind . when he did smethg bad to you , but you still can forgive n forgive . sometime she cried in the darkness night , she need him to concern , but he never ! her friends always concern her n tell her dun be sad gurl.. love sometime is an EXAM . but the problem always happen , it is not a exam .. it is SUFFER le .
Some people dunno how to appreaciate his another did for him..and HURT always appear in between . Someone have a crush on someone . but the crush one never understand her , but he never deny her .. never accept her! so she still have a UNKNOWN answer .
someone flirting with someone , but someone already have a proper relationship !and he still love her , but he is SAD ! someone marry d , but her husband have another but is a guy !!the wife was MAD . so we need more concern n undersanding each other ..

LOVE SO COMPLICATED . I CAN SEE AROUND ME , AROUND THE WORLD . LOVE IS HAPPEN EVERYDAY . IF YOU ARE LUCKY , YOU WILL HAVE A NICE RELATIONSHIP TODAY . BUT WHAT IF YOU UNLUCKY TODAY ? DON'T DISSAPOINTED . THE GOOD POINT ALWAYS IS BEHIND YOU . IT DEPEND ON WHAT YOU SEE , WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT IT. SOMETIME . LOVE MATTER IS A REALLY FUNNY N POSSIBLE MISSION . YOU HAVE TO TAKE A CHALLANGE . NOW PICK A CHANGE , I BELIEVE THAT YOU WILL HAVE A NEW CHALLANGE N LUCKY TODAY .

This is the thg that i really cant feel it . cause be honest .my relationship status is always SWEET. i hope tomorrow until the end, it still SWEET .

Actually it is depend on what you think about love . relationship .. if you really learn give n take . sometime argue abit . just let it be , but after 10 mins .. back to normal please. give her a hug n say you love her .

YOU ARE LUCKY MAN . AFTER YOU READ MY POST . BECAUSE IM THE ONE GIVE YOU A LUCKY PICK ...

10 more days

Tick tock tick tock.. weeks by weeks , days by days , minutes by minutes , second by second ... 10 more days my darling coming back le..
so happy le .. hmmm.. from the days he leave , cant imagine. it just like few days before he leaving me..so fast it goes so fast it come ..

cant wait for the day he coming back penang . n go a trip with him n spend long holiday with him ...
darling , this few days u really tired le . revision till cant stop n sleep so late , must take care u know .. 10 more days u come back d.. hehehehee

darling exam soon

someone exam coming soon le ...
banyak stress huh ??? hmmmm .. ur darling here help u add oil . give u more confidient to hit ur high score .. hmmm .. pass can d la hor ???? or wanna aim for high score ???lol

take it easy le darling .. i know u can eh.. somemore ur darling alwiz bside u , support u .. hehhe .
and today watch u study , so serious n hardworking eh wor my darling .. hehe.. no matter how, i alwiz be with u ..+ u + U darling .. goo luck for ur exam .. wait for ur good result le ..hehe
and i take down darling few hardworking study eh picture.. come back only show u le ..
muacksssss..
okok go study le .. dun view my blog d.. after exam ka lai ban ban view ..
=) love you darling

wat a boring 3 off days ... sun- tuesday...wat to do tomorrow ???? stay at home watch DVD whole day ??? :S


today , i have a really really over load dinner at batu fghi..Mario's italian restorant... huge mushroom soup , pizza , pasta & tiramisu ... gain weight d .. aikzx


hmmm... dunno why suddenly today so funny asked darling eh crush before me .. only got 2 gal nia lo... hahahaaha .. i saja wan kay po kay po nia ma . dun so kin cheong ... mana tau . ini orang ask bout my ex more detail than me .. sumore read my pass pass pass time eh blog that i forget i have this blog page adi.. dunno how he check it out from friendster le ... aiyoyoyooyyo 2005 mia thg ..

but now my heart only got SOO WEI MING , he already fulfill my heart and locked inside my heart le ... muacksss love you darling

=)

these few day.. im really not in really really good mood.. i does'nt meant to be.. but certain thing i cant avoid it going on.. id try to calm down and talk nicely to person .. but in the end .. i cant control myself . im sorry i have bad mood . but sometime i need person stand my side and think ....

something really funny u know ???? yea , i take out my heart and treat ppl good and nice as i can .. cause i expect ppl do the same thg with me .. im believe there's a theory ' you wan ppl treat u nicely , u have to treat ppl nicer' owh yea ..but i did'nt see any feedback after i did this ....... ok fine .. n0w im try to be SELFISH..

hmm , somemore nowaday really so many case of the H1N1 .. haizzz.. why ???? malaysia happen d ??? gonna move to moon or mars ????? i think so.. :P

watever

omg .. it is so shit !!! overall , im really really really really really tired working over here ... i dunno wat the hell reason i can stay over here until now... and this issue really trouble me and really irritating around me .. but i really don't know wat i have to do now and it is correct..
i angry myself. sometime im too soft hearted .. im angry myself yim so careless sometime .. im angry myself y the way i treat ppl is over kind.. or happen to my own atittude, still playful n nth much do with fully responsible..


however,its over ... no need put inside my heart eh . but sumtime it make me feel affraid to face it .. i really really wish to stop this happen now and make it simply ..

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... now i feel better .. life really full of those challenge and complicated ..

Re : hehe

5th may 2009 . the 6 mth relationship till now still very good ..
these few day he always kacau me , make me wanna get angry d :P but he say sorry d.. n i know he saja wan kacau nia eh .. so i forgive u le ... next time again. u will know wat happen le.. dare u try le ? :P

yesterday suddenly he cari pasal again.really no idea wat to make him dun cari pasal so much and make him happy .. so i take out the emporio armani eh watch i bought that day show him .. actually i wanna keep until u back ka show u eh le. but ppl be hu be hu wan see le . sumore exchange excuse with me .. 'i got sumthg show u pun. u dun1 show me ..i wont show u le.. ish kena attract
omg ..gucci wallet .. !! thanks so much darling .. really appreciate it ..

darling.. thanks for loving me so much ... and u come back soon le .. still got 1 mth++ nia .. cant wait that day u back..
surprise again ??? wat surprise le??????? tell me la . :P

aikzz

It's 6mths Rachel Keng n Soo Wei Ming relationship last.. so far we are still in our sweet dream .. loving and care for each other .. but sometime we just less some topic. but i tink it ain't a big matter. and i can be solve .. my relationship.. i never expect that i could work good as i tought.. but it is so far so good n stable btw us .. juz we really miss both so much ...

but ppl ard me.. wanna break off. divorce , fire war , bored to each other d... and alot -ve issue happen btw the couple .. sumtime i feel that in so lucky i meet u, soo wei ming .. u bring everythg for me .. even u're really far from me .. u let me feel calm , happy , surprised... i could feel your cares , and worries bout me when im moody ..and coz im in happiness d.. so i could'nt know ppl ard me are envy im too great n happy with my darling ..and i dunno how to presuade them to try to get back to each other n get to know their partner clearer.. coz every relatinship not only need loves . it oso need trust and understanding.. and there is no destination btw both ...


i really hope .. ppl ard me. who happen so much matter in love
i hope u can solve it n recover soon .. like me .. my darling so sayang me ... n so do i ..

=)

smile smile darling

muackssssssssssssss..
dun so pek ciek n unhappy
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letter

too long time no letter for my darling le...

just receive ur letter le .so touching after him read le.. guai lai my darling so sad eh wor... i dun1 chai him ..
i know my darling very love me le. ... but sometime i really bad le.. always make till my darling donno what to do .. then i wont alwiz cari pasal with him ...

dont worry le .. i know my fault le . not ur fault so.. so i wont cari pasal with u le .. wont simply mai cai him d
yea . 2mth later .. i can see u d.. really really miss u le ..

darling wei ming

darling sushi...
hmm.. long time din receive ur love letter le..... no coursework pass up liao meh ???


2 more mth.. u're back le.. so exited n wonder how good u treat me as ur gf actually ??
miss u damn damn damn much u know . how wish that u are alwiz beside me n we alwiz can be together.. =) i love you darling

Facial .

After age ago .i never step into salon for facial .. or can say since i work at Loccitane .. i only use the product .. but i oso tried to find any good n pro beautician do a realy good facial for me ..
but .. looking and searching .. im still searching ...

but recently .. cause of the economic recession .. a lot salon , skin care , every company is doing some saving promotion but .. cause u know .. gals love take care of their skin ..before it become worst ..

finally i found here ..BLUNNIS ..mayb cause of my bestie work at there n she introduce me about this package .. RM88 for two person .. so worth hor..
but so sorry .. sudah habis the promotion .. early march ..
but it is so fun .. been age ago i never go for facial , and my face like so many oil seed , blackhead .. :S save me please...
wanna become pretty ... :p


see .. this is the finishing .. while doing the cooling hydration mask.. syok lo.. ice ice sensation..
and so n so .. i like it .. i sign the package .. FAINT ~