Thursday, September 24, 2009

to darling

my darling go back d le, i really miss him alot lo.. the days we spend not really much . just now i really cant imagine i really cry le .. tak boleh tahan d, i tot i can tahan till i go backhome eh... mana tau i made u cried too.. it's 1st time i saw him cry .. i belife his family shock he crying too .. n he say is my fault , if i can control ,mayb i can stop tis happen . n he will not leave so fast before boarding time ..

when u are here, u acc me everyday . u fetch me to every where . but now .. we meet in msn , facebook .. suddenly i cant take it.. it might take sometime to recover , i really really so unwilling ..when i saw u pack ur stuff, im so pain . i can feel he leaving very soon ,helping u fold some cloths, remind u remember take ur important stuff..it is so suffering .when we reach airport , my heart really cry d.. i try to stop it d, but i cant le.. i promise no more next time i send u in airport. i will go with u ..so that we wont cry la or unwilling d .. hehe.. so , i decide to visit him next year.. u will see my sweet face again, darling .. faster faster tink were to go ...

Friday, September 18, 2009

:)

hehe .. 3 months . not a short not a long days huh ..
few more day. my sweet heart will leaving me again ... fly back to UK d..
yea , im so so so so unwilling ..

i did'nt so silly thing le.. curi curi make 4 mugs with his family picture .. n secretly give them each 1..ofcourse with the sender name wei ming .. coz i hope that he will miss his family more than me , coz family alwiz ppl support him n concern bout him , eventhough i will concern him too .. but i need to leave some space for him n family , so that they will get closer n closer .. n me ? when u are happy , im happy then ...as u say im inside ur heart d .. right ?
recently really bad le , sometime we will argue for nothing .. but we dint shout at each other , but the condition are QUIET .. QUIET for 10 mins , 1 hours , 2 hours .. sometime i really lost .. i dunno what actually we argue for .. don't u say that we never argue .. but recently we always got abit be song or shouting. im sorry ..