your 21st birthday

How will u prepare for your 21st birthday after u live in this place 21 year ? So far i see , alot of people very care of this 21st year coming on their life , held a big n grand party , invite alot friends n relative to attend , n a wish 'happy 21st birthday . my 21st birthday . i spend few money , to celebrate with my friends n my family , the most important person in my life ,was not beside me , but i have his present , i feel that , more than enough ..ofcourse , peoples' wishing , i appreciate too ..


Same thing happen , the student study at oversea , they also wish to celebrate their big day with his family n love one.but too bad . they wish to , but the fact , they cant !
and u see this . we create a warmness n touching birthday for you .


my pity Wei Ming , although we are not with u on that day. but we still do something for your special day . i really hope that you will like it . n appreciate it . Even the gift u receive not worth few hundred or thousand .. but inside the gift , fullfill with HEART , concern , CARING , miss , LOVE , friendship , RELATIONSHIP .. only few caring word n heart, already enough to express our birthday wish , we send our best best regards n the best birthday wish ( i think ) for you . which i feel that , you are really lucky person to receive this present .


Too bad we cant celebrate with u , we show u the food , we eat ourselves , :p, we sing birthday song , u see the cake n heard it . but u cant blow the candles , we on behalf blow for u , i hope that this is quite unique , meaningful , birthday you had . muacksss i express my love to you darling , hope you receive it ..

Special made for you . love you always . happiie birthday darling

my relationship

Darling ar.. times really passes so fast le , we almost 5months long distance relationship d le .. hmmm .. think back the time we know each other untill we together , really feel abit funny and wonderful le...

1st month . it is so so so sweet and nice .. everythings u will try to fulfill for me .. u very sayang me , care about me , wan very 'kay po' about what am i duin ? what happen ? what's new update? ...

2nd month ..you gave me 1st x'mas gift. which is necklace and bangle .. until today , im still unwilling to wear it .. cause i scared i lost it or spoil . cause i knew im clumsy and careless.. lol but i keep it very very nicely ..

3rd month- our relationship works quite good . no arguement , but alwiz got alot things to share or teasing .. this the way we communicate and how's our relationship works so nice.. compared to other pair of couple .. i think they cant make it if their partner stay so far from them somemore meet once a year nia. like the chinese people legend 'niu lang yu zhi nve" but lucky we're not like them .. eventhough we are far .. but everyday we using MSN n Skpye to connect . sometimes we use cell phone to sms to connect our love even though different time frame...and suddely i received coach bag and few zara shirt from u .. omg .. u really bought this for me ?? im really glad .

4th month - sometime we love teasing and sometime it is overlimit to tease each other .. but in the end , u're the one to say 'sorry' eventhough not you fault .. sometime i really feel bad .. but my boyfriend never never complaint so much if he were right but have to aplogize 1st .. so im alwiz be the one who alwiz 'cari pasal ' but very suprise when i receive 1st bouquet of 24 pink roses.. while VALENTINE ... i really really suprised and my happy tears drop few ... suddenly im the luckiest person in this world .. but sometime still love teasing each other .. like this our relationship will never get bored but everyday different teasing, different topic , sometime i'm like a child, like to manja manja you . now i hope i can live longer , to share everything with u more longer and manja eternally .. =)

5th month and now - so far 5 mths d , but we never got any arguement ..it's GOOD .. and it is my birthday month. i tot i had received your birthday gift few month later and i wont received anythg from u d.. but suddenly i received the roses and chocolate from you . omg.. this the 2nd time i received flower from you again , and i never received roses from anyone but this is my 2nd received from same person, which is SOO WEI MING . i hope later and future i will receive from the same person too ..mana tau , after few day from my birthday , we got bit crush tiok and abit angry .. i oso dunno y suddenly i'm so serious with the joke, and poin out alot mistaken .. i tot i will make him angry and bu nai fan d . but in the end , he put down everthg and again , apologize . and try to make me laugh again .. this type boyfriend .... really hard to find le.. i really guilty sometime..

untill today , one word to discribe my darling wei ming .. kind . good . gentleman . well . understanding. loving . caring . funny

but sometime naughty . stupid . kap siao .

but still love you so much . don't worry .=) muackiesss

i hope forever n ever . we are together.

i miss you .

Who love you ?? or u found someone love you?

*hehe* it is so unbelieveable to me ..

suddenly i found my dear , and its really dunno how to explain . and since when it happen ??

He's the person who care me . love me . make me happiest . feel warm .safety

(Right now only :p)

and to me , he quite important to me ,and he meant everythings to me ..

HE LOVEs me . right ?

my last post .. if not mistaken i post about sweet candy

"LOVE to make it sweet as candy . colourful like no others.."

http://forbidden-rachel.blogspot.com/2008/10/sweet-candy.html

sweet just like .......... actually i really cant believe that ..

how do i fall in love with you ?

and why do u so cares , concern me , like im the first one u treated so nice..

that why .. i blog about sweet candy. This relationship --> Sweet as the candy . colourful as daily we got different noob topic .and i appreaciate so much .

but i wish this relationship wont like candy melting rapidly .

i wish that it wont melt forever n ever

i wish this relationship will be last forever :). i knew that right now we got really far distance, sometime i really worries .. if one day no network communication .. how do us keep in touch ?but i got confidient on u ..so i'll be here waiting for u .. hmm.. so when do my darling come back here ? but no matter how , i'll alwiz keep u on my mind.. :)

Dear , i miss you so much *

当

当你想念一个人的时候. 你会做些什么来表达 ?

当你心疼的时候, 是谁伤害你最深 ?

当你心情低落的时候, 你最想谁在你身边?

当你喜欢一个人的时候,你会如何?

当你心酸的时候,你会希望他在你身边吗?

当你哭成泪人的时候, 你最希望谁给你依靠?

当冬天的季节的时候,你会不会套上她给你的围巾吗?

当你孤单的时候,你会想起谁?

当你寂寞的时候,会不会特别想她?

当你开心的时候,第一个想起的是谁?

当她不再在你身边的时候,你会怎样?

当一切美好将被破灭的时候,你会不会挽留？

当你想那个人的时候，记得要告诉她．　因为时间错过了就很可怕，时间不能倒流．　

Sweet Candy .

Love sometime just like a candy .. not too sweet .but colourful.

But it is so sweet to have more n more ..

like little child cried to ask for more candy, if no more candy, thier life like less some sweet things.. the childhood memories will not really sweet enuf .. just like people need

LOVE to make it sweet as candy . colourful like no others..

anyway .. in between will have some bitter . sour . sweet .plain . relationship .hmmm .. dun give up dear, cheer up !! cause candy also have alot type like bitter candy made from some herb , sour candy with lemon . milky sweet candy . and some less sugar candy .. so even candy do have alot type favour.. so ofocourse relationship do too. so why do peoples give up for dissappointment ? loss some one ? break up ? why do peoples so troublesome with angryness ? arguement ? upset ?? suiciding ?actually sometimes argue can improve the relationship, build it up better . sometimes angry cause too love that person ... sometimes upset cause the person she love to much .. but sucuiding , seriously it is too stupid case .. so please love yourself if he love u no more ..

When u really found the one .. don't let her go away dee.. cause chance not alway appear for u .. dream not alwiz sweet as u expected . even candy is sweet, but when u gonna finish it .. it will not sweet as the first taste when u put in ur mouth ....

appreaciate every second . every minutes . everyday with ur love .

when it really goes to complicated

其实我都不懂我的决定是对或错. 我也不懂我们到底是什么关系. 复合了 ? 暧昧？　朋友？比好朋友还要好的朋友？　玩具　？你告诉我好吗？我也回答不到我自己... 答案永远都停留在那.....


喜欢?当然我还喜欢你. .. 但你的忽冷忽热真的让我好懊恼.. 或着换句话来说. 我太笨了, 可让你伤了我一次又一次. 有时我宁愿我们不再联络,但是我又舍不得.. 我可以做的是默默的等..
等....... 喜欢你并没有错, 毕竟你还是一样的疼我,只是当我们见面的时候而已, 对我来说, 这并不足够...... 我要的是你完完全全归于我...

Rachel, just wake up from the dreamland.. eventhough it is sweet but it bring bitter n sour too !! he does'nt see you , and he does'nt need you , and he does'nt love you , the way u wish he would , the way u know he could ..

i'm speechless and faded , it's too complicated , is the how the relationship end, nothing but good friend ?

no ppl know ........

Love actually ..

Love actually ?
need high-end qualifications ?
u can buy her a coach limited edition hand bag ?
u can buy her a Ferrari ?
u can invest a bunglow ?
u can buy her 24k Diamond ?
u can sign up a American Express for her ?
u can buy her various Heels ?
u bring her travel whole world ?

...... huh ? this called MONEY INVESTED WRONG WAY ........
Love shud not be like that..? but gals. dun alwiz think your boyfriend must be MILLIONAIRE.. PRINCE ..
what about a good looking , smart , well intention , gentleman , average economy boyfriend ?

Tell me ,what u think for a relationship ?

a tighthen hug. a 10 mins kiss .a promise. a bunch roses . a love shape pastry . a beach date . theater love show . a sweet date at Bali . one day trip. candle light dinner . and [ i love you ]

is simple rite ? but hard to achieve rite ?
y it's so simple to tell everyone except him ?
y it's so simple to says love is blah blah blah . but in real life hard to implement ? love start from the capital letter B . B stand for Brave . be brave to tell from ur heart and truthly make her fall into Love. and let it BE .

A prefect boyfriend .. who do love you more than that . make u cry once . make you feel wonderful . well intention . take care of you . cute character . alwiz there when u need him . undersand you .

a prefect boyfriend aren't have a huge bungalow . few BMW . uncountable money. pyramid gold. 100 million diamonds . =p

as long as u feel comfortable , happy , fantastic with him / appreciate everythg u have . everythg he gave.

love you always

Love . Life

Love , a relationship . wanna be together forever with the one you love more than yourself .

love start from .........
colorful . hot and spicy . sweet and sour . bitter and plain .
and when love start from ?
childhood -baby love

a simple and pure love

Puppy love - a childish & sweet love
a kiss .. a hug..
s i m p l e but s w e e t
sweet but short

First Love - u really love that person

u exited for the first date. u care that person more than that
t r u t h l y . r o m a n t i c .

Promises -yes i do
when u get into . don't wanna loose him/her .
when u alwiz need him / her
a promise there , when he/her really love you

i pronounce u as my ever parter -marry me
yes i do .
a husband and wife
life together . share together
no matter what is it. i will be there for you

oldish love - we were be together until the end


i would spend my life with you 50 years
we hav our son and daugter
we have grandson grandaugter
never regret that i love you

can u do that eternally ?

Love is sweet . and romantic . when u found your truth love, you will never wish to end the story with em ..
a relationship do happy , sweet , he care you more than that . he gave you the happiness .
but sometime is bitter and sour . they do argue for small matter , they argue coz they care each other .
sometime sweet indeed and plain . when yours never reply your sms . never meet you for few days..
well . who's never argue with boyfriend and girlfriend ? who's never break up and recover ?
who's never break promise ?

life does'nt happy if without love

now , close your eye . who's inside your mind now . obviously u need him/her .
told them you need them before is too late .. if not u will regret !!