i miss you .

Who love you ?? or u found someone love you?

*hehe* it is so unbelieveable to me ..

suddenly i found my dear , and its really dunno how to explain . and since when it happen ??

He's the person who care me . love me . make me happiest . feel warm .safety

(Right now only :p)

and to me , he quite important to me ,and he meant everythings to me ..

HE LOVEs me . right ?

my last post .. if not mistaken i post about sweet candy

"LOVE to make it sweet as candy . colourful like no others.."

http://forbidden-rachel.blogspot.com/2008/10/sweet-candy.html

sweet just like .......... actually i really cant believe that ..

how do i fall in love with you ?

and why do u so cares , concern me , like im the first one u treated so nice..

that why .. i blog about sweet candy. This relationship --> Sweet as the candy . colourful as daily we got different noob topic .and i appreaciate so much .

but i wish this relationship wont like candy melting rapidly .

i wish that it wont melt forever n ever

i wish this relationship will be last forever :). i knew that right now we got really far distance, sometime i really worries .. if one day no network communication .. how do us keep in touch ?but i got confidient on u ..so i'll be here waiting for u .. hmm.. so when do my darling come back here ? but no matter how , i'll alwiz keep u on my mind.. :)

Dear , i miss you so much *

To him

我的心起起浮浮 真的有太多的疑问 ? very hard to explain .. 为何还在想你 ? 为何还放不下?
当做是我爱错了你 . 又不是没爱过, 但是我从来没想过 我会这样做 , love you too much . and hate myself why i never told u that i love you so much ... 是我太固执. 到今天为止 还是那么的想你

since i live without you , dunno why im so desprate to know how are u ? what u duin tere ? and waiting for ur SMS . remember we alwiz use the [speechless] ? you're always the one speechless when i saod sumthg to you . but when i know everythg gonna end . and im the one SPEECHLESS . coz i never appreaciate everythg u did !and when i do , u're away .

突然之间想起, 我如何遇见我的黑绵羊?黑绵羊如何让我心动? 我也不懂为什么到现在我还是很喜欢你, 我错过了你,却让我从此没办法喜欢别人.有时侯,真的很不明白.. .. .. .. 并没有什么好值得去留恋的.但你的甜言蜜语,把我骗走了. 怎么说, 我们认识的其间只是很短.. 甚至我们真正好好的吃一次晚餐. 看一部电影. 你握着我的手. 只是一次那么多.. 却忘不了...

我真的很想很想你.. , 但是我们根本都不可能再回一起 .. you never disappear from my sight . i tot i will see you again after this week , but i got the bad news, you're not going back there.. im so dissapointed. ..
你曾经说过不要开始我们的感情,你依然会关心我,当我不开心, 你会安慰我. 但你都没做到.. 是我太笨,相信你... 你说的都是慌言.....


你的谎言太美了.. 连我都没办法接受现实. . 虽然口口声声说恨你. 其实却很想你..

我真的很想你...

hmmm

sigh . it's 4.56am . but i hardly fall asleep althrough im sleepy.
dunno y . dunno what ! i cant sleep . i tink is an insomnia. ! =/
omg.


since i found it . since i ____ .

i miss you .R.I.P

A long long journey he went

A far far away he goes .

A never come back journey .

i been missing you suddenly .

i been long time never see you again

i been never heard from you

how are you there ?

my dearest friend.....

When the first time i meet this person , what a really joke! coz , im mistaken his is the another person and the other person was him .. tsk tsk tsk .. we having steamboat together and get closer and closer .... and he become my god brother !

hmmm .. let me intro this guy to you all , he is a very responsible person , take good care of every one , gentleman , love family , loyal, respected , best student , and best leader ..

that a really funny and weird thg , y i respect and like this person .. that time i was form 4 and i got big trouble between my 4 yrs relationship boyfriend, and him , really a weird person !! y ? coz he suggested me break up with my boyfriend! lol. y he said so ? ofcourse he got his own mature minded and reasonable y i have to break up with my bf . coz my bf treat me like , omg . he got few gf including me , and wish i could accept his other gf . and we keep argueing coz he hate i mixed up & close with other guy ! what's the thoery ?is just friend! that why he dun wish to see my crying face and im suffer for this , so he keep telling me IT'S NOT WORTH IT . THIS WORLD STILL GOT ALOT GUY FOR YOU! and at last i break up with my bf on my birthday!he borrow me his shoulder and bring me go around until im stable! i respect him , coz he really care bout his friends and try his best to protect his friends, and he safe my future! thankz for advising me , if not , i think now .. im not here to tell the story ...

i belief not only me .. and all the people know this person ..he help everyone settle the probs dun matter what it is !that 's y ppl respect him !

but sometime we never expected this will happen !!

a very bad news from 22th JULY 2006 , he's dead !

what the F***! don't play kay !!! serious !! the very very down voice !! i cant even hear what sh said !

God , may i ask u a question ?

y every kind person go back so early ?

y the raper , the robber , the bad fellow

still alive and make the world full of shit

im still remember that .

when i got the news .i keep quiet whole nite

i can't sleep . keep awake

i hope it was a nite mare .

i hope the next day i still can see him

but . it is not

the next day i skip my class .

i attend his funeral

and i saw his bad news from paper

my tear keep drouping

and drouping .

and drouping

untill i attend his funeral at night

i can hear the saddness and ppl crying

no ppl can accepted !!!

God, y u take his away ???

Seng Kong kor kor

how are you there ?

everythg fine ?

im sorry , i did'nt join them pray u the other day

i tink you're fine there.

coz everyone pray for you

i miss you . suddenly miss you .

R.I.P my dearest friend .