surprise for him only

Actually .. i dunno y i willing to put so much afford on doing this for my love one ..
it ain't a surprise for others ppl .. but im sure , he was surprised that , when he receive those card , scarf , anythg from me ..
hmmm.. i love give ppl surprise , exspecially ppl stay far and he's alone at oversea .
That's why i alwiz give my dear surprise ..and its start from scarf and his birthday greeting card ( but he received too early before his bday d) , and i did not informed him tat i did post all this thing for him , cause it's a surprise .. =)

Surprised, ?one thing, they will very happy . and they will appreciate it very much . (hope u will )
this the bday card he received that day, ofcourse the internal sweet word cant show here... =)


coming soon , surprise for u .. ..!!
look! so many magic pen. yes i gonna do some magic ...magic special for christmas and for u .

=) but i can sense that u wont really like it.. cause after all , i feel so mess and so ugly and funny...
i did tink to redo , but if i re-do .. its not a original thing alrdy . so , i keep the original ugly , all my afford in thise whole afternoon , and this will be very surprise my dear this up coming Chirstmas :p
it shud be the unforgotable and meaningful chirstmas u have on this year .. lol
but .. in not gonna show here. must wait u receive it ...





beside from this .. i did a damn stupid thing . tat is i do some research from net about Man Utd special item . and try to use hand made make it ! Man Utd = his life .. so it must be a really surprise i can do this for him .. =p
*wink wink* no need do so much research , thx one of the facebook friend upload all Man Utd limited edition stuff ..
and.. use some idea to create this for my dear,
even though its not worth RM money or Pound .. but i belive that this small book mark he will like it very much .. rite ??
and the other way when he study , with this book mark, he can remember study hard and our betting .. ! anyway cheers my dear, i know u can do it !!!

i miss you so much

Sweet Candy .

Love sometime just like a candy .. not too sweet .but colourful.

But it is so sweet to have more n more ..

like little child cried to ask for more candy, if no more candy, thier life like less some sweet things.. the childhood memories will not really sweet enuf .. just like people need

LOVE to make it sweet as candy . colourful like no others..

anyway .. in between will have some bitter . sour . sweet .plain . relationship .hmmm .. dun give up dear, cheer up !! cause candy also have alot type like bitter candy made from some herb , sour candy with lemon . milky sweet candy . and some less sugar candy .. so even candy do have alot type favour.. so ofocourse relationship do too. so why do peoples give up for dissappointment ? loss some one ? break up ? why do peoples so troublesome with angryness ? arguement ? upset ?? suiciding ?actually sometimes argue can improve the relationship, build it up better . sometimes angry cause too love that person ... sometimes upset cause the person she love to much .. but sucuiding , seriously it is too stupid case .. so please love yourself if he love u no more ..

When u really found the one .. don't let her go away dee.. cause chance not alway appear for u .. dream not alwiz sweet as u expected . even candy is sweet, but when u gonna finish it .. it will not sweet as the first taste when u put in ur mouth ....

appreaciate every second . every minutes . everyday with ur love .

020808 much than better

I remember is his birthday . im just sent him birthday wish, nvr tot feedback from him. and he requested meet up . and we meet up at our first date place 2 yrs ago. OMG ~
Why do i story bout this ?mayb i wanna keep today as a sweetest memory since we never meet for so long and i been reject him meet up last time .. This place , so strange and familiar, it's change some things since we never been after broke up until today we both were here! but now we just FRIEND .
" We back to the place again, how do u feel today ?" [ comfortable , and missed ]
We chit chat and tok bout nonsense, and we recall some memories , laugh , etc. Sweet ?not enuf yet!!

Funny !!! im still dare not ask him the QUESTION that i curious for so long . just imagine if ur EX changes and it is so impossible , nonsense , un-logic !!! what will u tink bout him ???but i dun wanna belive it and jump out the fact accompany him celebrate his birthday without a candle light dinner, cake , and present , but he said is enuf if i accompany him chit chat than others !
Although it is very simple and nothing ,but it was a sweet day which i never tot it happen again ... =) maybe others ppl will think that im crazy , but im unwilling to reject him .
.yea! but stil he suit to be friend , partner , but boyfriend still have a distance . cause we know why !!!
i'll keep this until the end . maybe both of us still miss each other , but we just can be the closer friend....times will changes everythings.

anyway wishing u happie burfday again ! may ur dream come true .. =) as a closer friend ,no matter how , if u need me i will always there for u. =)
muackz.

The story about cherry blossom

Few year ago , i was attracted with my mom pic ,which she taken at Japan. * i wish i can go JAPAN during Spring * ( but i never travel tere until now =P )

Anyway, cherry blossom are intimate and pretty while bloom whole JAPAN .n do u think romantic if u stand under the ground of the cherry blossom n the petal droup on ur hand ? yes , i do feel it .

Cherry Blossom tell Spring is coming . and cherry blossom true story..........

oh .. its beautiful legend is from Japanese goverment which planted in schools and official facilities to promote Japanese nationalism. *hmmm , y they do so ?guess !*

cherry blossom had a short life which makes it beautiful display only for a short time and then it drops off its petal , as if to die . and they tot this floral behavior was considered “brave,” like the Samurai spirit, by the Japanese. The government taught children that they should behave like cherry blossoms. It is true that the Japanese have been fond of cherry blossoms, but it is also true that this devotion was enhanced by the government after the Meiji Period....

* oh ... that's cherry true story .. *

i do notice the season of cherry . but im still not visit Japan during spring . im still never see cherry in my real life n feel n touch the petals . n step under cherry blossom . i wish i could experience it before i was 25 . but ...

cherry trees surrounded all over japan

and cherry did a very pretty enuf night view too. .. wow .i was addicted d, cant wait for it ..

i do vote cherry blossom as a nice , intimate , beautiful , sweet than ROSE. cause even though cherry blossom had a short life but it turn a very sweet memorize for a couple , but ROSE they tot romantic. scented , beautiful , but rose got its torn , to protect itself from outsider . and it romantic when bring hurt after all ..