Wednesday, April 16, 2008

okies . im okay !

i been so moody last nite . tot im going mad . going dead !

and sumthg happened with my family member. i know she tried so hard to pretend she fine , she happy . but suddenly her tears really make me feel so sad and shock. actually she's very steady , independent , mature , good looking , protective gal in my mind . so i don't even tot she will so unstable after this happend to her. i tried to presuade her [even im bored with sumthg wif tatz fellow]


there was no secret in my me blog . i been so emo while i saw her cried . she's said she tired wif love . she's suffer for the probs she face . im so hurt when i saw her like this . i try to persuade her , let him go, he isn't ur mr. rite ! u shud show him that ur life without him is still fine n be better !
Rach, ur different with me , im admire u while u facing love probs . u can steady n settle it btw a very short time
*smile* hey sis , infront everyone i will try to hide my sadness . who wont sad when they lost in love , exspecialy him ,im still care bout him.and i been so sad too , but i will only shown in the lonelyness and darker nite . okay, i admit my recoverage from it is faster than i expected but actually i never let J go .

well . i do admire her cinta semangat, she don't care how ppl tink of her, and don't care ppl disagreement and she don't care the guy forced to give up , and she still love him very much . this is wat i cant do if those probs happen . i would choose to give up , no matter how much i love tatz guy . it does'nt mean i ain't serious in love , but since ppl disagree , ppl does'nt like u anymore , then y muz we do the stupid thg and it wont get any good replied .

and i been so emo this few day , cause i really mixed . i lost myself too . by the way, i saw her saddist face . poor ! she can prove how much she love him and brave to face the fact even though no ppl agree at her. at the moment she woke me up , i shud'nt allow him to came and hurt me again . i must tell him

yeah . im glad tatz i settle the sad case .
but her , i hope u found bac urself soon ..

4 comments:

kxin said...

life is full with stress the path will never always be smooth... its always ups and downs... yea we need to relax and release but make sure u give ur self a time.. a limit to ur self that u gonna be emo for one night only....(tis can be control)
then after a good rest make sure u r refresh and happy again to live a better day ;) never allows ur self to be unhappy for more than a day! Remember that! ;)

rachelK said...

lol .. u realy like uncle d..
im ok d.. dun worry! and i adi settle him and he wont disturb me anymore.so im happy n relax n cheer d..
let's paintball... aim our enermy jess & ben & carter. =p

Vincent said...

What's the point being emo?
What's the point crying over spilt milk?
It brings no joy, no benefit, no solution. Just sadness.

Is wallowing in ur sadness gonna help you in any way? For some it might, it made them feel so painful till it's all numb. They grow stronger after that coz they are already numb, it won't hurt them anymore.

For the unfortunates, crying your heart out will not help you a bit. It breaks you down even more. Making you vulnerable. Making you weak..

As for myself, I'm one of the unfortunate ones. That is another story. Shut the pain off, do not think of it. Distract your mind from it.

Like KX mentioned, life is full of it. Full of twists n turns. When you fail to see the road, you cannot continue your journey of life. Look at it from a rational point of view.

I might be rambling.. But I do hope what I say here helps..

rachelK said...

haha.
thank Q vincent !!
i received ur ADVISED !! thank Q so much..
i shud'nt b emo last few day . but tatz history d.. so let'd forget bout it n cheer for 2mlr.. weeeeeeeeee