okies . im okay !

i been so moody last nite . tot im going mad . going dead !

and sumthg happened with my family member. i know she tried so hard to pretend she fine , she happy . but suddenly her tears really make me feel so sad and shock. actually she's very steady , independent , mature , good looking , protective gal in my mind . so i don't even tot she will so unstable after this happend to her. i tried to presuade her [even im bored with sumthg wif tatz fellow]


there was no secret in my me blog . i been so emo while i saw her cried . she's said she tired wif love . she's suffer for the probs she face . im so hurt when i saw her like this . i try to persuade her , let him go, he isn't ur mr. rite ! u shud show him that ur life without him is still fine n be better !
Rach, ur different with me , im admire u while u facing love probs . u can steady n settle it btw a very short time
*smile* hey sis , infront everyone i will try to hide my sadness . who wont sad when they lost in love , exspecialy him ,im still care bout him.and i been so sad too , but i will only shown in the lonelyness and darker nite . okay, i admit my recoverage from it is faster than i expected but actually i never let J go .

well . i do admire her cinta semangat, she don't care how ppl tink of her, and don't care ppl disagreement and she don't care the guy forced to give up , and she still love him very much . this is wat i cant do if those probs happen . i would choose to give up , no matter how much i love tatz guy . it does'nt mean i ain't serious in love , but since ppl disagree , ppl does'nt like u anymore , then y muz we do the stupid thg and it wont get any good replied .

and i been so emo this few day , cause i really mixed . i lost myself too . by the way, i saw her saddist face . poor ! she can prove how much she love him and brave to face the fact even though no ppl agree at her. at the moment she woke me up , i shud'nt allow him to came and hurt me again . i must tell him

yeah . im glad tatz i settle the sad case .
but her , i hope u found bac urself soon ..