im confused

i tot im happy i gonna stay at outside , study well for the course i mention last few blog.
but rite now . im kinda confused ... am i rite to quit my job ?

i tot i make the rite decision d. but when i found that them suspect im resign soon , i stuck and i dunno how to answer the question they asked!!

yes , last time i not really happy continue work at there d. but now..
everyday argue . everyday back stepped . im tired for it ! but now ... they stop argument and back stepping with me.

they sound like dun wish i resign.. so what can i do ???????????
if they know im going to gurney . study and work at there . what will them think about me ???
i dare not to tell my manager that i wanna resign . i dare not . dare not to tell em ..



omg . im so confused . confused !!!