tired but alot fun ,

i been so moody n upset this few day
n i tot gua tempurung will be cancelled cause my bestie , jess n ben was sick ..
n i decided not to go d .. cause i feel like cant go without her

but i received a msg from KX . he asked me to go.. i know i wanted to go .. but i was worry bout jess, cause actually i wanna visit her today if i did'nt go anywere .. but since i call her n she asked me join them , dun cancelled the trip cause of her .... so im juz follow Kx them go for this trip


all the fun , thg i advanture tere. i tink i won't forget it forever n ever .. wow .. tatz really fun when u crawling under the cave ..n playing the fresh water tere . laying down in the water.. n so on .. and when u saw the light from the darkness, u will feel like u saw the peace haeven .. will continue when i got the picxx
Rach's does'nt likes advanture thg , but since she know Jess , everythg change .

and actually i do have a very bad mood since i got problem btw work .. but now im ok . n happy after i came back from the tour .. u know wat , gua tempurung really a nice place to go . while u are unhappy , moody .. when u see the grand view tere, u will forgot bout wat saddness is ,seriously , i experienced it.. u really become better after u came out from tere..

the origin Rach

Rach bac to normal .. huh? bac to normal ? like wat ??

previously rach's hair was purple-ish .. then turn to redness.. omgoodness!!

actually i quite addicted with my purple + red-ish coloured hair.. but beautiful hair no longer cant alwiz stay the same and its changes rapidly once u wash ur hair n u could'nt take good care of ur hair ..

when the colour turn.........

n turn ...

omg .. i got 3 colour on my hair . black + red + brown . is damn yewwwwww n ugly

and i decided to changes my colour

dare not to see the result ..... adam said is hard to covered ur red-ish .. oh no . plzx make it nicely for me .. tq

n now i see brand new hair colour i had . is a dark brown n highlighted with light brown ....at least nice than mixture colour i had .. =p

you don't see me

This is the place where I sit

This is the part whereI love you too much

Is this as hard as it gets?

'Cause I'm getting tiredOf pretending I'm tough

I'm here if you want meI'm yours, you can hold me

I'm empty and taken andTumbling and breakin'

Cause you don't see me

And you don't need me

And you don't love me

The way I wish you would

The way I know you could

I dream of worlds

Where you'd understand

And I dream a

Million sleepless nights

I dream of fire when You're touching my hand

But it twists into smoke When I turn on the light

I'm speechless and faded

It's too complicated

Is this how the book ends,Nothing but good friends

a bloody bad day

oh dear , i hate today ! i dun even want to stepped out from my room . i told jess tatz i dun1 to go work.. is so weird for me if i go work , nobody really want to talk with me .
since wat happen yesterday . i was so sad n tatz the main point y i hit myself drunk .


and u know what ? i received a call from KL office , she scold me like shit . i cant even ask her explain wat the fuck is going on . im almost cry out d. but i hold until she hang the phone . she tell me tat did u notice tatz u got 1 customer complaint bout u ? i was like [ huh ? ] wat's going on ? i cant really remember which customer i serve her with the bad atitude n serve her wrong product n cause her face dry out n flacky .
she ask me to explain y i did so ? but i really cant remember wat did i do last 6 days. n i was sick, how would i remember wat the hell im doing tatz day ? and i hang up the phone n run in n cryyyy.. i try to control myself dun cry infront of them, but i cant , i was like blame wif no reason. n it's so irritating

i know recently i treated badly , sick ,mom scold , sum probs out wif other collogue , scold by the head office n got COMPLAINT bout me ..!! all is like damn big shit ...
i really wanna made up my mind to quit this company .. since im so unhappy n stress and i dun like war ........

Stressful-ness

im so stress recently , i can feel different after i came back from K L.
the feeling is like u been back-step by someone else , n u hav to act like nth .
n the shop politic problem. i know im the most weak in this shop , most motivate , most very fast to get close with ppl , most likely to listen order n done it . i never attack other ppl .
but now i feel like i been attack . but i cant stop them to attack me..


somtime i feel like i wanna quit . but the terms n conditions was confusing me .. i dunno how to dicide. sometime i feel like wanna back to college life ,is so free n i can choose go or not go to college when im tired or im sick , but it can make any profit . n work, i can earn money n buy my stuff n other payment . but i dun hav freedom, i can go anywere , muz plan very early n muz get approve .. is so hard , i dun hav freedom since im 19..

im so upset , im so stress day by day i work tere , after happen sumthg to me ..

Super model search 2008

Hey, ladies and gentleman . is time for u to show urself confident , don't be shy!!


HERE THEY PREPARED THE SUPER STAGE FOR YOU TO SHOW YOUR BRAVE .

dun worry if u got hot body . handsome face . sexy back . sweet face . pretty face .

Do YOU ?

dun lost those participant . i know u r better than them anyway. juz go n challange them . dear reader .. lol

the open date : 06-04 to 17-04

hurrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyy!

U STILL GOT CHANCES!!

dun missed up the golden opportunity .

btw.. my participant was as list below ...

wakakakkaka


benjamin had a silly face , cute , tall , medium size ..as a 'chef',currently KDU , 20

hobbies : play the stupid game , cook n play stupid game [ DOTA ]

status : not single





Vincent Tan - mokey cute face . funny , future UTAR still study .20

hobbies : play stupid game , hang out with buddies , n play stupid game [DOTA]

status : SINGLE NOW




Carter - half boy half gal . big face , short . UTAR ,20

Hobbies : chit chat , hang out with buddies , clubbing . play stupid game as well . sleep .

status : SINGLE NOW





Sim , currently NS now ,but he summited form too.. we just special for him

-cute . big face , short . silly

hobby : free flow with XX , play dota , bullier ,n play dota n dota

status: unknown ( XYZ ,ZYX .....)





Pali palam - huge body , muscular body ,king kong look,tall , 20
-Hobbies : clubbing , dance , dota . then dota ,cook

currently KDU
Status : unknown ( pimp diddy)

Gavin noobie - Big face as well , medium size , noobie look ,20,see his face is damn handsome rite ?
-hobbies : play dota n play dota n play dota , cook, bullier , noob in cantonese , noob in MANDARIN .

currently KDU ..
Status : unknown (dual purpose)

Khay Xin - big eye , short , monster , leader, 20

- hobbies : kill enermy , play dota n dota n dota . seldom clubbing ( muz push), like act cry , m'sia driff , hey plz dun sms or on the phone while in the high-way .care bout behind ppl safety . lol
any kolej?
status : unknown (dual purpose)


Jess Tan - pretty gal . tall , 20
-hobbies : hang out with buddies , mamaking , shopping n STEALTH MODE

status : NOT AVAILIABLE

Rachel Keng - cute . short but stil cute ..lol

-hobbies : hang out wif buddie . mamaking , shopping , eat n shopping ..

status : unknown . =p

* cough ... cough .. cough **

the next 2008 top model ....

jeng jeng jeng

The winner is...................

errrrrrrrrrrr.... ALL ???

huh ?? 5 winner ??

oh .. the runner up is nobody... =(

The story about cherry blossom

Few year ago , i was attracted with my mom pic ,which she taken at Japan. * i wish i can go JAPAN during Spring * ( but i never travel tere until now =P )

Anyway, cherry blossom are intimate and pretty while bloom whole JAPAN .n do u think romantic if u stand under the ground of the cherry blossom n the petal droup on ur hand ? yes , i do feel it .

Cherry Blossom tell Spring is coming . and cherry blossom true story..........

oh .. its beautiful legend is from Japanese goverment which planted in schools and official facilities to promote Japanese nationalism. *hmmm , y they do so ?guess !*

cherry blossom had a short life which makes it beautiful display only for a short time and then it drops off its petal , as if to die . and they tot this floral behavior was considered “brave,” like the Samurai spirit, by the Japanese. The government taught children that they should behave like cherry blossoms. It is true that the Japanese have been fond of cherry blossoms, but it is also true that this devotion was enhanced by the government after the Meiji Period....

* oh ... that's cherry true story .. *

i do notice the season of cherry . but im still not visit Japan during spring . im still never see cherry in my real life n feel n touch the petals . n step under cherry blossom . i wish i could experience it before i was 25 . but ...

cherry trees surrounded all over japan

and cherry did a very pretty enuf night view too. .. wow .i was addicted d, cant wait for it ..

i do vote cherry blossom as a nice , intimate , beautiful , sweet than ROSE. cause even though cherry blossom had a short life but it turn a very sweet memorize for a couple , but ROSE they tot romantic. scented , beautiful , but rose got its torn , to protect itself from outsider . and it romantic when bring hurt after all ..