is my =( =x =/ day

what's going on ? im so speechless . .

black day again . i tot today will be very gud day ,. but ... i was wrong ..
first the politic between the work probs .. i got no idea why this always happen .. why don't co-operate , happie , peace ,strategic work together, bur alwayz argue for little stupid no reason ...
sigh .. i know work is like tat , sure got thg happpen between and we have to find out the probs n solve too ..but not to blame ppl with no reason ,and scold people as u like !

i tot my condition was ok d. try to avoid the firewall . but y im so careless .. ??? im try so hard to count me out from the war.. but again , !!, fine im sorry , my false , i should'nt like this !! but y .. ? still have to show the angryness after my apologzise ? so curious ?? WHAT'S UR PROBLEMS ?

seriously im damn stress when i wake up every morning , n prepare go to work and guess what will happen today ? does she ok today ? does the wheater shine ???does everythg will fine and peace today ? no war ? no be syok ...etc .. omg ,.. im so tired bout this case , i try to make my own have a good day , try to be as silly as i can , try to pretend im happy with it ..try to be the peace one ...
but , ........... im so speechless with what had happen recently ..

sigh this few day , im really so stress and unhappy .. even give me the greentea latte, =x !
cause i have another probs wif my family , i try to solve d.. but im so scared , so worry ..
i do concern my family . i do love my family . but i use the wrong way to treat my family ....
i duno y i hav this atitude , im very lazy to explain everythg .. im so hate to tell everyone what im doing ..im so irritate with the question question question ! im so lazy to EXPLAIN !!! haizzz, blame y i have this atitude lah .. but im sorry ,im not meant it to u ! sorry! sorry made u worries .

sorry to those who called me and message me this few day.. i moodless to speak much and replying the message !

lost myself

im so unhappy

im so moody

im so so so so so upset

but i duno wat can i do ?im so lost !


bloody bad today .... im not meant to make it like this bad

but . im sorry . mom

i never expected it happen

well , i do tot i saw my rainbow & sunshine , but y u take away my sunshine ?

the day u leave me ,without a word . without a reason . and u broken my heart n break ur promise . wat can i do ? my heart broken into pieces and my world glow bitter and sour . from tatz day , i swear i won't forgive and accept u if one day u back !

but recently i do have weird senses that u will appear in my life again .seriously ur appearance were confusing me and make me get mad ! u appear again!
i apologise i did so cruel and badly to u . but u can't put blame on me , coz past couple years ago , u did treat me so . u bluff me , u fooled me and threaten me ,forcing my life become down n down . so , so u think tatz is a wrong if u came back and ask me forgive u and goes back together ?

i dun mind to be fren . but i do mind you want me be ur gal again .
is a very stupid thg , and worthless for me to fulfill for you. and since u leave me and i try to ask u stay , but u keep escape from the fact and keep ignore me . but finally i awake from the cruel nightmare and walk out from ur world .

between this few day , i nearly mad coz u keep on disturb my life and irritating .i dunno the reason y u did this ? i dun understand at all y u come back and y u said u r regret to leave me ? is over dear! we have our new life , izit ? so y must backforward?

well .i ain't angry at u , i ain't hate u . but sorry i cant promise u !let me go , please , and stop disturbing me, is enuf !!!

i beg u . please ! please !