omg ........... i hate this

hmmm.. i really dun wish i could remember this all incident happen recently ..
the first thing happen on my own . i tot i could be better if i could be more patient and avoiding some stupid arguement .. unfortunately , im involved.. ! too bad rite ??? im still don't understand why have to be so fake infront the commander , why have to be so timid to voice out your dissagreement ??and im so bored and worry about the condition and the nature .. i really don't wanna it happen again ..so , do i make a right disicion if i stop or if i quit??? actuually i still can't decide.. mayb i have my responsible on my family .. i have to take care my mom and brother .. although some peeps , asked y dun help my mom them at restorant ? lol .. honesty , i hope too , but i prefer work with other people . b'coz i wan to be independent gal , and not to need my mom them help me behind... mayb some people will say that im stupid , crazy ..
but i really dun wish my age i still need my mom give me everything . ..

and the second case, im feel so sorry to heard bout that , my best fren Ezie house was burn yesterday .. omg !! im so worry , so worry bout her .. cause she is very strong gal ..even hard things happen,she can settle by herself .. no nid people to worry bout her .. but this case ,, really gave a really big joke for her!i never heard her sound so down like that u know ? that why im so so so worry bout her .. keep asking how are u ? are u ok ? and call our close fren to concern bout her. but im glad that nobody at home that time ..Thanks god .. !! i tink now she is better d , Ezie , i wishing u all the best wil comes to u soon , and be strong ya .