to darling

my darling go back d le, i really miss him alot lo.. the days we spend not really much . just now i really cant imagine i really cry le .. tak boleh tahan d, i tot i can tahan till i go backhome eh... mana tau i made u cried too.. it's 1st time i saw him cry .. i belife his family shock he crying too .. n he say is my fault , if i can control ,mayb i can stop tis happen . n he will not leave so fast before boarding time ..

when u are here, u acc me everyday . u fetch me to every where . but now .. we meet in msn , facebook .. suddenly i cant take it.. it might take sometime to recover , i really really so unwilling ..when i saw u pack ur stuff, im so pain . i can feel he leaving very soon ,helping u fold some cloths, remind u remember take ur important stuff..it is so suffering .when we reach airport , my heart really cry d.. i try to stop it d, but i cant le.. i promise no more next time i send u in airport. i will go with u ..so that we wont cry la or unwilling d .. hehe.. so , i decide to visit him next year.. u will see my sweet face again, darling .. faster faster tink were to go ...

:)

hehe .. 3 months . not a short not a long days huh ..
few more day. my sweet heart will leaving me again ... fly back to UK d..
yea , im so so so so unwilling ..

i did'nt so silly thing le.. curi curi make 4 mugs with his family picture .. n secretly give them each 1..ofcourse with the sender name wei ming .. coz i hope that he will miss his family more than me , coz family alwiz ppl support him n concern bout him , eventhough i will concern him too .. but i need to leave some space for him n family , so that they will get closer n closer .. n me ? when u are happy , im happy then ...as u say im inside ur heart d .. right ?
recently really bad le , sometime we will argue for nothing .. but we dint shout at each other , but the condition are QUIET .. QUIET for 10 mins , 1 hours , 2 hours .. sometime i really lost .. i dunno what actually we argue for .. don't u say that we never argue .. but recently we always got abit be song or shouting. im sorry ..

HOLD ME TIGHT

Always be with you .. thanks for keeping me side by side with you. n share every moment with you ..

In Bali, most Romantic moment i had with you .. nice scene , nice sea view n sunset..

love you . love me -

hold me tight till forever,darling

The every little of YOU

So fast our relationship goes . 8 mths it goes le . the other 7 months u away from me .. and now u are alwiz in front of me.. almost everyday we meet up .. n spend more time together .. i'll mark down every second , every minutes with you .. but sometime i knew that i have my own bad behaviour n make u feel so uncomfortable with me..

i really told myslef not like this anymore. but still the same thg will happen, a little little matter , i will get bit angry .. but after all, i will angry myself , what did i do just now ? y im so big respond or no respond for some issues . but u alwiz never told me that what did i done or anythg u will unhappy with me. from my eye sight , sometime i can feel it u feel bored with me .. i really worries u know.. day by days .. u already here 1 mth++ d. next mth u will away again. n i started afraid again .... everythg turn back to normal ,meet in msn or sometime tok on the phone ..
this 3 mths like a sweet dream for me , after this i got to wake up from the dream and back to NORMAL. NORMAL like wat ?? everythg fine but without you.. wat can i hope is shall wait untill u gradulate or stay with u forever ..

i appreciate everything u gave me .. bring me to bali , n KL .. when i was sick , u are so so so so worried bout me .. n im happy oso my family love you u .. same i wish that ur family will love me too ..
darling, please take good care when im not around u . i know u much miss me alot. same to me too . i will miss u alot alot... hope that our relationship can last forever n ever. muacksss

bali trip

Bali ? a nice place for holiday n relaxing .. i agreed.. n what happen in Bali ..
Bali ppl like SEA .. Water sport .. n SPA.. but really too too tooo bad we missed out SPA session

I break my plan to HK n other places we plan to go last time n we arrived in Bali at 18 Jul 2009..omg Bali such a nice place








i LOVE bali ...

why love someone ?

Love : im juz right infront you , but you dunno i love you . alot people still dun understand this meaning .. and alot ppl still confusing what love mean ? love sometime really make the situation complicated, sometime guilty when it meet hurt , sometime greedy when it is leaving ..

for my example . i really appreaciate what my boyfriend give me . he caring , concern , dream bout me , sometime abit naugthy ... but i feel like still need something . but i dunno what is that . im the greedy type person . 'NOT ENOUGH' always hang infront my eyes..im always want people care , love me more . but i dunno how to show my love to the person . but else i can do anythg for him if he wish .. rite now im counted happiness .. i have a loving family , eventhough sometime less communication , but i know they really concern me .. i have a loving relatonship . my boyfriend give me happiness , sometime like to tease each other . but what to do , this is one of the way we communicate , one of the way connect us closeer .. i really thanks god gave me so much sweet memories in my life .. and make it happening n meaningful .. eventhough there some unhappy , hate it , damn it memories .. but i look forward n i have you ' happiness' ..

But , im happy with my relationship , everyone blessing me have a real good relatonship with wei ming . but i can see beside me . the people . my friends , they have their own love matter..
love sometime is colour blind . when he did smethg bad to you , but you still can forgive n forgive . sometime she cried in the darkness night , she need him to concern , but he never ! her friends always concern her n tell her dun be sad gurl.. love sometime is an EXAM . but the problem always happen , it is not a exam .. it is SUFFER le .
Some people dunno how to appreaciate his another did for him..and HURT always appear in between . Someone have a crush on someone . but the crush one never understand her , but he never deny her .. never accept her! so she still have a UNKNOWN answer .
someone flirting with someone , but someone already have a proper relationship !and he still love her , but he is SAD ! someone marry d , but her husband have another but is a guy !!the wife was MAD . so we need more concern n undersanding each other ..

LOVE SO COMPLICATED . I CAN SEE AROUND ME , AROUND THE WORLD . LOVE IS HAPPEN EVERYDAY . IF YOU ARE LUCKY , YOU WILL HAVE A NICE RELATIONSHIP TODAY . BUT WHAT IF YOU UNLUCKY TODAY ? DON'T DISSAPOINTED . THE GOOD POINT ALWAYS IS BEHIND YOU . IT DEPEND ON WHAT YOU SEE , WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT IT. SOMETIME . LOVE MATTER IS A REALLY FUNNY N POSSIBLE MISSION . YOU HAVE TO TAKE A CHALLANGE . NOW PICK A CHANGE , I BELIEVE THAT YOU WILL HAVE A NEW CHALLANGE N LUCKY TODAY .

This is the thg that i really cant feel it . cause be honest .my relationship status is always SWEET. i hope tomorrow until the end, it still SWEET .

Actually it is depend on what you think about love . relationship .. if you really learn give n take . sometime argue abit . just let it be , but after 10 mins .. back to normal please. give her a hug n say you love her .

YOU ARE LUCKY MAN . AFTER YOU READ MY POST . BECAUSE IM THE ONE GIVE YOU A LUCKY PICK ...

10 more days

Tick tock tick tock.. weeks by weeks , days by days , minutes by minutes , second by second ... 10 more days my darling coming back le..
so happy le .. hmmm.. from the days he leave , cant imagine. it just like few days before he leaving me..so fast it goes so fast it come ..

cant wait for the day he coming back penang . n go a trip with him n spend long holiday with him ...
darling , this few days u really tired le . revision till cant stop n sleep so late , must take care u know .. 10 more days u come back d.. hehehehee