Thursday, July 10, 2008

Love your baby . but dun abandon em for any reason

baby Tong Tong.. u're lucky born to this world .
remember i intro my princess at my 1st entry ???
she just one day before my burfday !! and now she is 3 1/2 mth dee, cant imagine! lol
and .. mi goodness !!! you are too attractive and everyone love you so much !! yea ! u are !!
my darling coursin .. love you so much cause u're too cute for me!!
Baby:y everyone look at me ???

hey, what u did to her ??? Bennie ! she was shocked !!!! lol

Ben: she is too cute la .. see izit look like SHIN-Chan ?? =p

Rach: lol .. in real life she was not , but in this picture .. she is !!! =D

from this angle , ben looks like my princess father !! =p ....... means u look OLD MAN d, de

hey baby, great that u were here , we had a lot fun , surprise and a hope to see a little baby grows ups..

every new born baby have different live , some have a rich family , some have a midium eco family , some from poor , but still cant effort , you're lucky cause you're not like those baby who from some poor family , this not that worst , cause they stil can beg some money from people !

p/s :but recently i read a new from my grandmama , a 17 years unmature boy and a gurl , have a baby and the boy decide to abandon the mother and the innocent baby ! yea ! u're rite when u in love with someone .. that not a wrong to have a relationship like this age for this generation !u can do everythg when u love the gurl , but since u hav a baby , u should'nt abandon ur girlfriend and the baby rite ? what theory is that ??u should take ur responsibility rite ??? but the boy he does'nt did so , and he NEEDS his parent sattle this fuked up problem for him, and not going marry the gurl !! this is wat a teens mess up the probs then ask the parent due an amount to ask the gurl abort the baby!!! wat the FUG ! the parents due together like selling daughter and the baby!!! what i cant belive is the girl family does'nt support her , they just accept the little amount money and ask the girl move to the mountain ,after give birth ,they will sell the baby to someone else!!!! kidding me !!! y she hav tis kind of parents ? i feel upset to the girl! so girl , must protect yourself !!!!


so , i said not every baby was so lucky since the born in this world . like my coursin princess !! i cant said that she is the luckiest baby .. but lucky she had us love her so much like this is enough than give her thing we count by money !

How does it worth ?babe !

Birthday present ?? my XX friend birthday coming soon ! What should i buy for her ?? necklace ? G-sting ? sExy bra ? Sexy pj ?? bOok? .. yes .. this is a question when a normal invited to XX friend birthday party and dunno what the good but not too cheap present for that BIRTHDAY PERSON !!! =D
and this July, my babe JESSIE burfday !!! omg ! what to buy for her ???

what she like , she do usually ???
dance ? yea ! =.=" give her a DDR machine? NO !
Balley ? =.=" she have alot in her house !! NO !
nice dress ? =.=" i rather she choose herself then i pay for her, but no more surprise! NO!
Shoes? =.=" like ALDO . cost rm400+ ??? i rather treat her SUBWAY ! =p
ring ? bangles ? =.=" hello !! she have alot adi!!!
arrgh .. be patient dear!!!
i know what u want on ya burfday !!
as i know u plan to celebrate ur burfday at somewhere else , but it is weekday , u afraid no ppl can really make it for YOU !no worries babe!
yea.. n so and so .... we did this SURPRISE for u darlin !!
jeng jeng jeng!! babe u never expect what we get for u rite ???
First,peeps gether at GOLDEN STEAMBOAT AND BBQ there , joyce will buy the cake and Rachel try to cheat the burfday gurl to the place !!
but omg ... something happen !! she suspected somethg !!
=( whatever , let me act puas puas ... =p
RACH's gonna leave PENANG 1st JULY .. so i cant celebrated burfday with you on that day .. so babe , we have STEAMBOAT and BBQ before i leave!!which planned by joyce ang...
GUESS what !!! Babe Jess was upset and emo i leave , n she told everyone that i leaving and those people like don't care at all ,... wow !!! babe that a hint la !!!!
yea!! u BEEN FOOL !! =p
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phew present only ma !!! no need spend too much money

and just minus my rest time
deduct online fever .
take some colourful magic Pen wrote some stupid word
take some string from 'ELSE' where
and 7 clips to clips the THING
and almost 100 PICTIRES
then hang 100 PICTURES together
on your webcam and show to the sharing people,carter
sorry vincent, sim ! i cant show it to u coz one at Kampar, another still at NS ..
never mind i on behalf 3 of u ..
boxed it into a L'occitane limited edition gift BOX
YOU DONE YOUR MISSION !
and i beg u she will cry and touching!!!
believe anot ???
so now look properly what is it !i said is WORTH !!!
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am i right jessie

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

To him

我的心起起浮浮 真的有太多的疑问 ? very hard to explain .. 为何还在想你 ? 为何还放不下?
当做是我爱错了你 . 又不是没爱过, 但是我从来没想过 我会这样做 , love you too much . and hate myself why i never told u that i love you so much ... 是我太固执. 到今天为止 还是那么的想你

since i live without you , dunno why im so desprate to know how are u ? what u duin tere ? and waiting for ur SMS . remember we alwiz use the [speechless] ? you're always the one speechless when i saod sumthg to you . but when i know everythg gonna end . and im the one SPEECHLESS . coz i never appreaciate everythg u did !and when i do , u're away .

突然之间想起, 我如何遇见我的黑绵羊?黑绵羊如何让我心动? 我也不懂为什么到现在我还是很喜欢你, 我错过了你,却让我从此没办法喜欢别人.有时侯,真的很不明白.. .. .. .. 并没有什么好值得去留恋的.但你的甜言蜜语,把我骗走了. 怎么说, 我们认识的其间只是很短.. 甚至我们真正好好的吃一次晚餐. 看一部电影. 你握着我的手. 只是一次那么多.. 却忘不了...

我真的很想很想你.. , 但是我们根本都不可能再回一起 .. you never disappear from my sight . i tot i will see you again after this week , but i got the bad news, you're not going back there.. im so dissapointed. ..
你曾经说过不要开始我们的感情,你依然会关心我,当我不开心, 你会安慰我. 但你都没做到.. 是我太笨,相信你... 你说的都是慌言.....


你的谎言太美了.. 连我都没办法接受现实. . 虽然口口声声说恨你. 其实却很想你..

我真的很想你...

Monday, June 30, 2008

is my =( =x =/ day

what's going on ? im so speechless . .

black day again . i tot today will be very gud day ,. but ... i was wrong ..
first the politic between the work probs .. i got no idea why this always happen .. why don't co-operate , happie , peace ,strategic work together, bur alwayz argue for little stupid no reason ...
sigh .. i know work is like tat , sure got thg happpen between and we have to find out the probs n solve too ..but not to blame ppl with no reason ,and scold people as u like !

i tot my condition was ok d. try to avoid the firewall . but y im so careless .. ??? im try so hard to count me out from the war.. but again , !!, fine im sorry , my false , i should'nt like this !! but y .. ? still have to show the angryness after my apologzise ? so curious ?? WHAT'S UR PROBLEMS ?

seriously im damn stress when i wake up every morning , n prepare go to work and guess what will happen today ? does she ok today ? does the wheater shine ???does everythg will fine and peace today ? no war ? no be syok ...etc .. omg ,.. im so tired bout this case , i try to make my own have a good day , try to be as silly as i can , try to pretend im happy with it ..try to be the peace one ...
but , ........... im so speechless with what had happen recently ..

sigh this few day , im really so stress and unhappy .. even give me the greentea latte, =x !
cause i have another probs wif my family , i try to solve d.. but im so scared , so worry ..
i do concern my family . i do love my family . but i use the wrong way to treat my family ....
i duno y i hav this atitude , im very lazy to explain everythg .. im so hate to tell everyone what im doing ..im so irritate with the question question question ! im so lazy to EXPLAIN !!! haizzz, blame y i have this atitude lah .. but im sorry ,im not meant it to u ! sorry! sorry made u worries .

sorry to those who called me and message me this few day.. i moodless to speak much and replying the message !

Sunday, June 29, 2008

lost myself

im so unhappy

im so moody

im so so so so so upset

but i duno wat can i do ?im so lost !


bloody bad today .... im not meant to make it like this bad

but . im sorry . mom

Sunday, June 22, 2008

weee.. Straw - berriieess

Strawberry cake . strawberry yogurt . strawberry milk shake .....

you know what ? strawberry recoenize as one of the nutritious fruit , which contain 20% RDA of folic acid,which is a water-soluble B Vitamin for one serving. Vitamin B which we known to reduce birth defects involving brain and nerve disorders . GUYS who alwiz sit infornt PC or TV , it's good for ur BRAIN ! ..


And Strawberries are one of the most delicious and nutritious fruits,also a sodium-free , fat-free fruits ! JENG ! JENG ! JENG !! ladiess !!that why 90% ladies like strawberry !They are not only cholesterol free but low in calories as well. SEE . !!

One serving of eight medium sized strawberries contains: · 140% of the U.S. Recommended Daily Allowance of Vitamin C, which is more than one orange.· 20% of the daily value for folic acid.· Only 50 calories.· No fat grams.· Recognized source of potassium, folacin and dietary fiber.· Approximately 50% of this total dietary fiber is a water soluble pectin.· Clinical studies that soluble fibers help reduce serum cholesterol levels.......


owh !!! that why people say that Strawberry help for blood microcirculation and produce fine skin complextion . those lady who take strawberry every single day. you can see they have fine and brigthen skin complextion .



tatz why we have strawberry cakes , strawberries yoghurt and strawberris shake ! woow..i love strawberries ..

thanks daniel and sko bought it for me from cemeron !

Friday, June 13, 2008

hmmm

sigh . it's 4.56am . but i hardly fall asleep althrough im sleepy.
dunno y . dunno what ! i cant sleep . i tink is an insomnia. ! =/
omg.


since i found it . since i ____ .