21st birthday . how do u spend it ?

How will u prepare for your 21st birthday after u live in this place 21 year ? So far i see , alot of people very care of this 21st year coming on their life , held a big n grand party , invite alot friends n relative to attend , n a wish 'happy 21st birthday . my 21st birthday . i spend few money , to celebrate with my friends n my family , the most important person in my life ,was not beside me , but i have his present , i feel that , more than enough ..ofcourse , peoples' wishing , i appreciate too ..


Same thing happen , the student study at oversea , they also wish to celebrate their big day with his family n love one.but too bad . they wish to , but the fact , they cant !
and u see this . we create a warmness n touching birthday for you .


my pity Wei Ming , although we are not with u on that day. but we still do something for your special day . i really hope that you will like it . n appreciate it . Even the gift u receive not worth few hundred or thousand .. but inside the gift , fullfill with HEART , concern , CARING , miss , LOVE , friendship , RELATIONSHIP .. only few caring word n heart, already enough to express our birthday wish , we send our best best regards n the best birthday wish ( i think ) for you . which i feel that , you are really lucky person to receive this present .


Too bad we cant celebrate with u , we show u the food , we eat ourselves , :p, we sing birthday song , u see the cake n heard it . but u cant blow the candles , we on behalf blow for u , i hope that this is quite unique , meaningful , birthday you had . muacksss i express my love to you darling , hope you receive it ..

Special made for you . love you always . happiie birthday darling

why love someone ?

Love : im juz right infront you , but you dunno i love you . alot people still dun understand this meaning .. and alot ppl still confusing what love mean ? love sometime really make the situation complicated, sometime guilty when it meet hurt , sometime greedy when it is leaving ..

for my example . i really appreaciate what my boyfriend give me . he caring , concern , dream bout me , sometime abit naugthy ... but i feel like still need something . but i dunno what is that . im the greedy type person . 'NOT ENOUGH' always hang infront my eyes..im always want people care , love me more . but i dunno how to show my love to the person . but else i can do anythg for him if he wish .. rite now im counted happiness .. i have a loving family , eventhough sometime less communication , but i know they really concern me .. i have a loving relatonship . my boyfriend give me happiness , sometime like to tease each other . but what to do , this is one of the way we communicate , one of the way connect us closeer .. i really thanks god gave me so much sweet memories in my life .. and make it happening n meaningful .. eventhough there some unhappy , hate it , damn it memories .. but i look forward n i have you ' happiness' ..

But , im happy with my relationship , everyone blessing me have a real good relatonship with wei ming . but i can see beside me . the people . my friends , they have their own love matter..
love sometime is colour blind . when he did smethg bad to you , but you still can forgive n forgive . sometime she cried in the darkness night , she need him to concern , but he never ! her friends always concern her n tell her dun be sad gurl.. love sometime is an EXAM . but the problem always happen , it is not a exam .. it is SUFFER le .
Some people dunno how to appreaciate his another did for him..and HURT always appear in between . Someone have a crush on someone . but the crush one never understand her , but he never deny her .. never accept her! so she still have a UNKNOWN answer .
someone flirting with someone , but someone already have a proper relationship !and he still love her , but he is SAD ! someone marry d , but her husband have another but is a guy !!the wife was MAD . so we need more concern n undersanding each other ..

LOVE SO COMPLICATED . I CAN SEE AROUND ME , AROUND THE WORLD . LOVE IS HAPPEN EVERYDAY . IF YOU ARE LUCKY , YOU WILL HAVE A NICE RELATIONSHIP TODAY . BUT WHAT IF YOU UNLUCKY TODAY ? DON'T DISSAPOINTED . THE GOOD POINT ALWAYS IS BEHIND YOU . IT DEPEND ON WHAT YOU SEE , WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT IT. SOMETIME . LOVE MATTER IS A REALLY FUNNY N POSSIBLE MISSION . YOU HAVE TO TAKE A CHALLANGE . NOW PICK A CHANGE , I BELIEVE THAT YOU WILL HAVE A NEW CHALLANGE N LUCKY TODAY .

This is the thg that i really cant feel it . cause be honest .my relationship status is always SWEET. i hope tomorrow until the end, it still SWEET .

Actually it is depend on what you think about love . relationship .. if you really learn give n take . sometime argue abit . just let it be , but after 10 mins .. back to normal please. give her a hug n say you love her .

YOU ARE LUCKY MAN . AFTER YOU READ MY POST . BECAUSE IM THE ONE GIVE YOU A LUCKY PICK ...

surprise for him only

Actually .. i dunno y i willing to put so much afford on doing this for my love one ..
it ain't a surprise for others ppl .. but im sure , he was surprised that , when he receive those card , scarf , anythg from me ..
hmmm.. i love give ppl surprise , exspecially ppl stay far and he's alone at oversea .
That's why i alwiz give my dear surprise ..and its start from scarf and his birthday greeting card ( but he received too early before his bday d) , and i did not informed him tat i did post all this thing for him , cause it's a surprise .. =)

Surprised, ?one thing, they will very happy . and they will appreciate it very much . (hope u will )
this the bday card he received that day, ofcourse the internal sweet word cant show here... =)


coming soon , surprise for u .. ..!!
look! so many magic pen. yes i gonna do some magic ...magic special for christmas and for u .

=) but i can sense that u wont really like it.. cause after all , i feel so mess and so ugly and funny...
i did tink to redo , but if i re-do .. its not a original thing alrdy . so , i keep the original ugly , all my afford in thise whole afternoon , and this will be very surprise my dear this up coming Chirstmas :p
it shud be the unforgotable and meaningful chirstmas u have on this year .. lol
but .. in not gonna show here. must wait u receive it ...





beside from this .. i did a damn stupid thing . tat is i do some research from net about Man Utd special item . and try to use hand made make it ! Man Utd = his life .. so it must be a really surprise i can do this for him .. =p
*wink wink* no need do so much research , thx one of the facebook friend upload all Man Utd limited edition stuff ..
and.. use some idea to create this for my dear,
even though its not worth RM money or Pound .. but i belive that this small book mark he will like it very much .. rite ??
and the other way when he study , with this book mark, he can remember study hard and our betting .. ! anyway cheers my dear, i know u can do it !!!

i miss you so much

okies . im okay !

i been so moody last nite . tot im going mad . going dead !

and sumthg happened with my family member. i know she tried so hard to pretend she fine , she happy . but suddenly her tears really make me feel so sad and shock. actually she's very steady , independent , mature , good looking , protective gal in my mind . so i don't even tot she will so unstable after this happend to her. i tried to presuade her [even im bored with sumthg wif tatz fellow]


there was no secret in my me blog . i been so emo while i saw her cried . she's said she tired wif love . she's suffer for the probs she face . im so hurt when i saw her like this . i try to persuade her , let him go, he isn't ur mr. rite ! u shud show him that ur life without him is still fine n be better !
Rach, ur different with me , im admire u while u facing love probs . u can steady n settle it btw a very short time
*smile* hey sis , infront everyone i will try to hide my sadness . who wont sad when they lost in love , exspecialy him ,im still care bout him.and i been so sad too , but i will only shown in the lonelyness and darker nite . okay, i admit my recoverage from it is faster than i expected but actually i never let J go .

well . i do admire her cinta semangat, she don't care how ppl tink of her, and don't care ppl disagreement and she don't care the guy forced to give up , and she still love him very much . this is wat i cant do if those probs happen . i would choose to give up , no matter how much i love tatz guy . it does'nt mean i ain't serious in love , but since ppl disagree , ppl does'nt like u anymore , then y muz we do the stupid thg and it wont get any good replied .

and i been so emo this few day , cause i really mixed . i lost myself too . by the way, i saw her saddist face . poor ! she can prove how much she love him and brave to face the fact even though no ppl agree at her. at the moment she woke me up , i shud'nt allow him to came and hurt me again . i must tell him

yeah . im glad tatz i settle the sad case .
but her , i hope u found bac urself soon ..

a warm latte, kick out the sadness

remember yday i was so sad. i cant even control my tears .

but wat's make my tears stop from 0 second , n bring me the joy ?

a truthly concern from friends ?

an honest excuse from the mistake ?

a reason y u did it to me ?

a sweet magic potion from someone ?

a huggie from dear mama ?

a deeply kiss ?

a warming comfort from besties ?

a warming .. warming .... starbuck GREENTEA LATTE

that's my favorite greentea latte . when i saw it , when i drink it . i will forget my sadness instantly .. tatz my magic potion .

how to make a cup warm n peaceful greentea latte ?

i saw starbucker did this > greentea power + milk = greentea latte

but Rach's latte ?

= greentea + milk + happy + joyful + friendship + love from mama + love from MYTX + sweet heart from besties + sweet sugar from XXX + protecting + warm n hot hugs .

tatz all to make Rach's latte so special .. i love u all ..