a bloody bad day

oh dear , i hate today ! i dun even want to stepped out from my room . i told jess tatz i dun1 to go work.. is so weird for me if i go work , nobody really want to talk with me .
since wat happen yesterday . i was so sad n tatz the main point y i hit myself drunk .


and u know what ? i received a call from KL office , she scold me like shit . i cant even ask her explain wat the fuck is going on . im almost cry out d. but i hold until she hang the phone . she tell me tat did u notice tatz u got 1 customer complaint bout u ? i was like [ huh ? ] wat's going on ? i cant really remember which customer i serve her with the bad atitude n serve her wrong product n cause her face dry out n flacky .
she ask me to explain y i did so ? but i really cant remember wat did i do last 6 days. n i was sick, how would i remember wat the hell im doing tatz day ? and i hang up the phone n run in n cryyyy.. i try to control myself dun cry infront of them, but i cant , i was like blame wif no reason. n it's so irritating

i know recently i treated badly , sick ,mom scold , sum probs out wif other collogue , scold by the head office n got COMPLAINT bout me ..!! all is like damn big shit ...
i really wanna made up my mind to quit this company .. since im so unhappy n stress and i dun like war ........