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I remember is his birthday . im just sent him birthday wish, nvr tot feedback from him. and he requested meet up . and we meet up at our first date place 2 yrs ago. OMG ~
Why do i story bout this ?mayb i wanna keep today as a sweetest memory since we never meet for so long and i been reject him meet up last time .. This place , so strange and familiar, it's change some things since we never been after broke up until today we both were here! but now we just FRIEND .
" We back to the place again, how do u feel today ?" [ comfortable , and missed ]
We chit chat and tok bout nonsense, and we recall some memories , laugh , etc. Sweet ?not enuf yet!!

Funny !!! im still dare not ask him the QUESTION that i curious for so long . just imagine if ur EX changes and it is so impossible , nonsense , un-logic !!! what will u tink bout him ???but i dun wanna belive it and jump out the fact accompany him celebrate his birthday without a candle light dinner, cake , and present , but he said is enuf if i accompany him chit chat than others !
Although it is very simple and nothing ,but it was a sweet day which i never tot it happen again ... =) maybe others ppl will think that im crazy , but im unwilling to reject him .
.yea! but stil he suit to be friend , partner , but boyfriend still have a distance . cause we know why !!!
i'll keep this until the end . maybe both of us still miss each other , but we just can be the closer friend....times will changes everythings.

anyway wishing u happie burfday again ! may ur dream come true .. =) as a closer friend ,no matter how , if u need me i will always there for u. =)
muackz.